Cave-Shinobi

Not poisonous, yet there's poison. I know there is. Just like I drink until I feel my head spinning and feel the motion sickness curl up like a ball in my throat and then swirl out as I roll out on the floor, blank, then I see the floor again, another blank, I'm walking down the avenue, I don't remember how I got here, nor how long it's been, but I don't even think about it. I don't even think anything. But yet here I am, walking. Stumbling, more like. Man, these lights really are strong, can barely see shit, just this massive green glow from the pharmacy sign. Kinda blinded by it. Kinda blank again. Oh wait, no, I just blinked, don't mind it. So poisoned, I feel it coming out again, really don't like the taste of it now, but it felt so good when it came in. When it hit. It's not even illegal! Bless. Doesn't feel as good now. I feel grass on my face, guess I must've fallen asleep at some point. Glad I landed on grass and not on dog shit. There's a spider just looking down on me, on

Title Head Body Legs Bottom line, it is unless you love living in uncertainty or manage to magically pop a huge fanbase (but let's not get into that, it's not convenient to say it). Meanwhile, you'll still live in uncertainty because that's just how it works. How life works. It's just like that. Might get lucky and find certainty, you're certainly not the majority. I'm talking of things in a "I need money to pay for food to survive" perspective. Luckily I still live well, not thanks to me, and I'm aware how frail a situation of this sort is. Do you live well? At your own expense? Someone else's? This highly educated society is a mistake,

I'm still alive. Picking art for university was the biggest mistake I've ever done. But it's nearly fucking over, bitcheeeeeeees! Soon I'll be ending this shitty degree and then, hopefully, I'll be back to normal. Meanwhile I got into horse riding. Shit is dope as fuck and makes the future look pretty bright. But yeah. Still alive. Might go through some random shit I've made over the past few months to see if I upload something. Maybe I'll revive this in the future. #mememachine Also made this nearly a year ago